Home for now...

I spent the past week with Raechelle. she is still in so much pain, I wish I didn't have to leave her. Donna's grandfather passed away at 99yrs old(only 2months shy of his 100th b-day!!!) So family from the east coast and up north are down for the funeral. Im so scared for Rae, today will be hard, for one having to bury their grandfather and for 2, having to be in a car for an hr each way plus the service and then the gathering after. All of this stress has been multiplied by the fact that yesterday shortly before I left to come home Rae received a phone call....not one we wanted to receive. After her operation the oncologist came out and said everything went well, they removed the tumors and she was 99.9999999% sure it was NOT a cancerous tumor. She felt that a follow up with her was not necessary and that Rae could just follow up with her RE(who had also scrubbed in) in a month to talk about TTC. Well Yesterday her oncologist's secretary calls and says she needs to see Rae today at 11am(Friday) Rae explains she has to attend a funeral and wont be able to come in, and here is when it gets scary. The secretary explains that the oncologist REALLY needs to see her and asks her if its possible to SKIP the funeral. Ofcourse Raechelle losses it knowing her pathology report would be in by now and also knows that if it was good news she would have either a)heard nothing or b)been told all was well. Raechelle calls back and leaves a message for the secretary to call her asap. Well she didn't hear from her again until 7:30 this morning. She tells Rae that she can not give any information to her but that the Dr will call her today since Rae cant come in. Everyone please pray...Please...or send positive thoughts, good mojo whatever...Just think of her.