Today, Ive just...

tried so hard to keep busy.....Last year I built a cabinet around our bigscreen TV. Its the first thing Id ever built. Today I was looking at the fire place and trying to figure out how the heck I was gonna hang our stockings and said what the hell jumped in my car and off to lowes, I had the boards cut at the store so all I have to do when I got home is put it together, a drill, some putty, sandpaper and paint....and tada! (still needs another coat of paint) We have a mantel!! wooowoooo....... (oh and dont mind the mess, the picture I should really be posting is the one with my nekkid daughter painting her tummy *smirk*) Part 2 I updated on Rae's blog we just got the worst news of all, well I guess it could have been worse...but its far from what I ever wanted to hear. Im stunned. They are pushing her for a total hysterectomy, but agreeing to the option of just removing her ovary and allowing her to ttc a second child before doing the hysterectomy. Im reading conflicting reports on this, I like much better what Rae's Dr told her....sometimes I really hate the internet. Im hoping we can still go to Kansas before her next surgery...I guess its a good thing we havent yet booked tickets. This has been such a horrible year, Christmas is supposed to be such a magical time of year...I havent hung a single light outside my house, bought a single gift, no cards have been mailed. This year just fucking sucks. Im not dumb enough to wish a better year on any of us, I just hope this next year is gentle on us all.