the market and putting it for Rent is our decision. I feel good about it. I found a house for rent that I am in love with. Gorgeous 1898 Victorian over 3300sq ft(waaaaaay too big, but its gorgeous) its on the most beautiful street in the city we want to live in....but(there are many of those) the yard is not fenced in. SO really it isnt an actual option but at least I'm not feeling totally hopeless and depressed about renting now that I am seeing whats out there. I spent a few hours yesterday skipping rocks into a small creek at the base of Mount Baldy. Ive been spending some time thinking and I think Ive DX'd myself with premenstrual psychosis. OK I know that sounds so bad...I don't really think I'm psychotic..well mostly not. I'm just having such bad mood swings and anxiety and depression that seems to be happening at.the.same.time.every.month. So I have an apt tomorrow for a yearly(that I haven't had in more than 3years)and to get bcp, I want to try Yaz. I know a big'o lesbian on bcp...here's to hoping it helps. Ive also been having more and more acne the older I get which is odd and embarrassing and Ive read it helps with that too SO here goes...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Taking it off
the market and putting it for Rent is our decision. I feel good about it. I found a house for rent that I am in love with. Gorgeous 1898 Victorian over 3300sq ft(waaaaaay too big, but its gorgeous) its on the most beautiful street in the city we want to live in....but(there are many of those) the yard is not fenced in. SO really it isnt an actual option but at least I'm not feeling totally hopeless and depressed about renting now that I am seeing whats out there. I spent a few hours yesterday skipping rocks into a small creek at the base of Mount Baldy. Ive been spending some time thinking and I think Ive DX'd myself with premenstrual psychosis. OK I know that sounds so bad...I don't really think I'm psychotic..well mostly not. I'm just having such bad mood swings and anxiety and depression that seems to be happening at.the.same.time.every.month. So I have an apt tomorrow for a yearly(that I haven't had in more than 3years)and to get bcp, I want to try Yaz. I know a big'o lesbian on bcp...here's to hoping it helps. Ive also been having more and more acne the older I get which is odd and embarrassing and Ive read it helps with that too SO here goes...
2 comments:
I don't know if it would help the acne, but... I went on a small dose of an anti anxiety med about a year or so ago, for a variety of reasons mostly related to anxiety issues, and also to help with PMS. I've never really had it, but in the last few years I have started to became increasingly moody during that time (cranky as hell). It just wasn't fair to the kids or anybody else.
The meds have helped hugely! They also seem to help me get a more restful nights sleep- which I wasn't even aware I wasn't really getting.
Perhaps an alternative to screwing (haha) around with an unneeded bcp...?
Thanks Tricia...I talked with my Dr today and we decided to give the Yaz a try. I cant take any of the popular SSRI's as they make me want to jump off a very tall building, lol. Heres to hoping the Yaz helps...
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