SO pregnant! Continues.....

April 17th: Well last night I had some pink/red streaked spotting and mild cramping. Today more cramping and brown spotting/CM. I am 8dpIUI today and completely convinced now that it worked! WOW! Ofcourse I cant take a test until Tuesday at 10dpo. I've never ever had any type of spotting during my LP not even when I was pregnant with Olivia. The timing is perfect for implantation. wow. April18th: I was so readyf or bed by 630 last night but had to stay up and watch Lword(ofcourse!) that went off at 8pm and I went straight to bed. I had a horrible headache and ended up spending the entire night tossing and turning with horrible insomnia, breast tenderness(so much that it was uncomfortable to lay on my stomach) waves of nausea. I was just SURE I was preg. I managed to stay in bed until 4am when I took my temp, it did exactly what I *wanted* it to do for a change and went up (hopefully to indicate a soon-to-be triphasic reading) BUTT Im not sure I can trust it with the insomnia and all. I posted the 'question' to my ovusoft but noone addressed the real question: Do you disregard temps after insomnia even if you didnt get up? ::sigh:: so I POAS 1day early. I was thinking with 'implantation' spotting two days ago and enough hormones to FEEL everything I am I've just got to get a BFP. For about 5seconds I was sure I had one too. The target test showed positive immediately, but by the time the control line became apparent the test line was fading, at the time limit it had just the slightest amnt of baby pink coloring to it, but was *SO* faint Im not sure if my mind was playing tricks on me or what. I took and Answer Early and it was BFN. Now 4hrs later my 'line' on my target test is still there but *SOOO SOOO VERY FAINT* and completely colorless as far as I can tell so Im calling it BFN(ofcourse) Yes its still early, but after last night horrible insomnia, the big ass pimple on my chin and the INTENSE cramps that feel EXACTLY like AF, Im thinking shes on her way. Ive read some women get strong cramps in early preg with 2nd+ pregnancies..but these REALLY feel just like AF so only time will tell. Im not testing agian until Thursday(if my temp is still up) off to make breakfast.......