I guess I assumed

that my readers would know that I was talking about Rae. oooops. I sort of assumed that by and far the majority of readers also read her blog. Her blog wont allow the widgets for the tickers so we stuck it on mine to watch the boy grow. And her belly is in a black t-shirt and I'm in two other pics in a white tank top? So now y'all know! Alicia the cutie pie in the glasses is my friend Amber's son(Mason)--same with the other cutie boy in the swing(Ben).

I hafta say after all the cancer and bullshit and how sick Rae was for so long...all those times she looked up in a drug induced haze and begged me to tell her shed have another baby. After losing her ovaries and waking up after every surgery looking fearfully at me asking if she still had her uterus--after all those nights when she cried and I promised her she'd be pregnant again, she'd be a mom again. Ovarian cancer wasn't about to stop her from ever being pregnant again. I have to admit I cant say I really believed the words that were coming out of my mouth. I said them because its what she needed to hear, and I cant even begin to express how it feels now to see that belly grow--to look at that ticker and see that its a baby, a boy. wow. We are here Rae, can you believe it? wow. I told you so. *grin*