Such a loser

I feel like the biggest loser! I filled out one of those online ditto's for the University of Phoenix. I'd really like to go back to school, and I know its just not an option with all the kids so little...so I thought maybe doing online classes would be a good idea. When they called me to talk about my interest I spent about 2hrs talking with one of the counselors. She emailed me all the info I needed to fill out for financing and registration etc last Friday and Ive yet to get to any of it. She called me this afternoon and I sounded like such a twit! I said: Yeah well I thought Id be able to get around to it too(the paper work) I even posted an add online for part time nanny and only got responses from 17yr old with no DL(no good public transportation in my town). I said: If I cant even managed to fill out a few forms and hire a child care provider that's a good indication I will suck at school huh? Then we just hung up. I feel like the biggest loser. Good news with online school is that the session are more frequent. I can do the forms now and they will be good through July. I need to get organised and obviously not take on more than I'm already proving I cant handle. ARGH!