Post happy?

I must be. Its 12:35 and I'm WIDE awake. This is so frustrating to me, I drag all day because I am so tired because I stayed up so late, yet no matter how I try to wind down and at I am just SO a night person and sleep just doesn't come easily for me these days, and the more tired I get the worse my insomnia becomes. I think I know the answer to this: exercise, but common like I have the drive to make myself exercise. Im way to lazy for that. I think Ive got the hang of this knit/purl thing. Im working with some cheapo acrylic yarn and Im hating it. I have so many grand ideas of things Id like to make/knit, sew, paint, install. I just need $$! Im seriously considering getting a part time "fun money" j_o_b. My dream job would have to be lowes or Michaels. Laugh out loud if you must, I just wasn't born with that drive to have any type of "career" outside of my home. Bottom feeder jobs suit me just fine. Sure I wont make much of anything but if Im working at a job that's fun, helping ppl do projects they love and its affording me the opportunity to buy some REAL YARN(and maybe a nifty spinning wheel(am I getting ahead of myself??)), or say oh I don't know.... Tile to do my bathrooms, wood floors to install on my stairs and the second floor of my house...And this j_o_b also provides me with a discount! Well hey, Im all for it! My biggest struggle right now with facing retail is the inevitable weekend schedule. Shana is adamantly opposed to my working out of the home, so if I get a job it needs to be while she is also at work so that it doesn't cut into "our" time. Like any manager at a retail store is gonna give a rip that I want to work M-F mornings/early afternoon. Its a given that my hrs would be nights and weekends. I cant fathom the *thought* of reopening my daycare, making things to sell is just not something Im willing to do(I LOVE doing/sewing/making things, but Im not the most detail oriented person and well, its just not a risk I'm willing to take) I'll sleep on it.