It can all be said with a song.......

Artist Name: Jo Dee Messina Track Title: My Give A Damns Busted Album Name: Jo Dee Messina Well you filled up my head, With so many lies. Twisted my heart Til something snapped inside. I'd like to give it one more try but my give a damn's busted. You can crawl back home say you were wrong, stand out in the yard cry all night long. Well go ahead and water my lawn. My give a damn's busted. I really wanna care, I wanna feel somethin' Let me dig a little deeper... Nope... Sorry... Nothin' *****Ok so life isnt really THIS bad, Im just having a moment(or??) I guess. Id call it a moment but really its so much more than that. I feel like Im swimming upstream against the strongest current Ive ever seen. I feel like no matter how I fill my head or my time with 'projects' I still cant manage to escape this overwhelming sense of complete and utter frustration. A year ago I felt like I just had it all figured out, what the hell happen? I feel like I question everything and feel certain about nothing anymore. I feel so disjointed and lost all of a sudden. My daughter is out of control, my house is falling apart...Shana is just fed up with me plain and simple. She wants to sit and talk about things and devise a "plan" I want to tell her to take her plans and shove them where the sun doesn't shine. Off to bed to dream about better days........