Oh my...

Ok so was that the LAST thing I needed? Or exactly what I needed? See I'm kinda going through a lot right now, so many different thoughts an dfeelings and no real good answer. So here I sat ready to just try and get it out the best I could....When the phone rang. My FIL's dear friend Mary. She wanted to find out how my FIL was doing(Shana had to take him to the hospital, something with his O2, Im still waiting on an update) Anyway she must have been able to sense something in my voice because being the religious women she is she said to me: Now Renee, when something really gets to me, now girl I mean REALLY gets to me...you know what *I* do? Girl I just give it over to god, I just say to him Lord, now you better just take this and just HAVE it, and thats it. Girl I just give it to HIM and then you know what I do? I *makes a snoring sound* that right! Because if I tried to take on anything that was putting that much weight on me, girl Id be a nervous wreck, yeah that right. so if something is really getting to you, just wearing you down..girl give it to him, because he knows just how to handle it, hes just waiting for you to give it to him. Oh and girl, get you some Oil of Olay too, thats all I use, Ill be 60, yup the big SIX O! My sister sells Mary Kay, girl I told her noooo ooo oo. Get you some Oil of Olay and just SLEEP tonight.